happy birthday Powen!



the following is something Annabel Chong Lim ask me to do..

a.(list out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for)
1. adidas silver lining jacket
2. new bowling shoes.
3. GO HONGKONG!
4. GO MANCHESTER!
5. happy life (:

b.(answer the following questions)
1.(the person who tag you is ...)
ANNABEL LIM PEI KOON!
2.(your relationship with him/her is ...)
ex classmate
3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..)
1. NOISY
2. someone duno how to laugh properly
3. BLUR x n
4. caring
5. zi lian!
4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you)
kiss me!!
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you)
i love you =x
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..)
kiss her! =x
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...)
her laughter
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)
kill her!
9.(if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...)
she betray me
10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...)
kiss heR! =x
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...)
she is such a good fren to hang around with (:
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?)
crazy. BLUR
13.(the character you love of yourself are ...)
i duno!
14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...)
sensitive.
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...)
someone who is clever. and not so blur. HAPPY LIFE (:
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..)
i love you guys (:
17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1. lingwei
2. justina
3. deziree
4. xuewen
5. xinglin
6. ferinna
7. charissa
8. yvonne
9. kohweikiat
10. peiping

(who is no.6 having relationship with?)
her bf of cus.
(Is no.9 a male or female?)
MALE!
(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
no! they will be lesbian!
(How about no.8 and 5?)
haha.. i m nt sure.LESBIAN?
(What is no.2 studying about?)
business IT
(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)
yesterday nite
(What kind of music band does no.8 like?)
haha.. nt very sure.. any music (:
(Does no.1 has any siblings?)
yes! 1 bro
(Will you woo no.3?)
woo go out shop bahs=x
(How about no.7?)
woo go bowling bah
(Is no.4 single?)
yes
(What's the surname of no.5?)
chia
(What's the name of no.10?)
tay peiping
(What's the hobby of no.4?)
korean dramas.
(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)
no they dun even koe one another.
(Where is no.2 studying at?)
singapore poly
(Talk something casually about no.1)
she laughs crazily
(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?)
yes of cus.. my sister!
(Where does no.9 live at?)
admiralty block 688c the rest u find out urself =x
(What color does no.4 like?)
BLUE?
(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)
no
(Does no.7 likes no.2?)
lesbian?
(How do you get to know no.2?)
sec school
(Does no.1 have any pets?)
yes
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)
ok la =x if i say so, maybe josh gonna kill me~




take me to far away ; way to your secert place
take my tears, my fears take all my pains
which i will repay someday with a kiss and said,
"Cant believe i believe in love again."



you had not take away my pains, my tears and fears.





here i sat, waiting for a single sms/call
but my phone so stubborn tht it doesnt ring at all.
i felt so lost.
real lost.
fears tht are within description.
everyday, i pin my hopes and wishing tht nth of tht sort will ever happen.
i stood by as the hours move on
i felt like a fool in waiting.
just wondering if you ever felt how i ever felt.
you said you will call me back ; but you didn.
i sent an sms to tell you i reach home.
but nothing came back.
i just assume tht you fall asleep thou i koe you wouldn.
i hate this feeling.
i had been assuming things bout you.
what you doing and all sort. ASSUMING is all i can do.
i am tired.
very tired.



i tot you came and give me some ray of light
but what i see now, is all the same old feeling i felt a month ago.
broken and lost.
like a lost child wondering in the dark forest searching her way home.
things are different now.
the sense of everything is all gone with the wind.
i've been mugging on my 4 projects on hand but i tried to find time just for you my friend.
so as not to repeat the same mistake i did weeks ago.
you said, you felt empty without me.
you said, you really need me.
you said but did you really mean it.



i am just afraid tht i had fallen in too deep.
tht i couldn even recognise myself either.
i hate it when people lied.
i hate it when people make empty promises.
i have so much fear.
but you didn koe.
cus you didnt realise.


things tht u once used to do ; now you dont anymore.
i am afraid one day, when 2 best friends turn out to be 2 enemies.
tht's the worst case senario.
maybe friends are much more better than anything including boyfriends/girlfriends.
maybe....